As we have concluded the semester-long program, I thought I share some thoughts on the aftermath of the endeavor. My teammate and I still need to finish our video. As with many things, life and work inhibited us from meeting our Pre-Holiday Goal. However, we are committed to producing our finished product.
What I found over the course of the semester was my partner, and I was very passionate about the place from where our ideas came. We a both committed to the upward mobility of the underserved in STEM and STEM-related fields. That being said, we believe the use of STEAM, Science Technology Engineering Arts and Mathematics can be used as a powerful tool to inspire and cultivate aspiring Scientists, mathematicians, etc. I understand many people don’t get STEAM. What is interesting is the very theoretical framework of “perspectives” governing academic achievement suggests that one’s perception is one’s reality. That being said, if one does not see the value in the Arts as it pertains to science, then everything they see will support that expectation. I often say as educators we are more so perception changers. We change not only the perception of students as it pertains to curriculum, but we also change the perceptions of students views of themselves. Well, to be more accurate, we try to either change it for the better or we try to enhance positive perceptions.
As mentioned in some of my previous posts, if a student does not believe they are smart enough to do something, you can throw a billion-dollar curriculum at them, and it will accomplish nothing if it does nothing to positively impact the self-perception and self- efficacy of that student.
That being said, I have enjoyed this program, and I am glad I was a participant. It was challenging at times to get blog posts in regularly when these matters competed with my other responsibilities associated with my profession, however, it was worth the effort. I will be completing my part of the lecture later this month and combining it with my team mate’s video. The goal is to post it to YouTube such that people around the world can share and hopefully be inspired to incorporate some of our perspectives into their educational practice.
I hope these posts have provoked some thought that will inspire others to advance ideas have explored. This journey is far from over. It has only just begun.
Participating in this residency has given me the courage to apply for a Maker in Residence term at a makerspace in Burlington. In March and April, I will use the physical resources (3D printers, laser cutters, etc.) available at the space to explore some of the ideas generated by the SciArt residency and through conversation with Kent to explore mineralogy within different contexts and artistic mediums.
Post-residency, I’ve been growing more attuned to interdisciplinary happenings in my scientific and artistic communities. As a result, I’ve had enjoyed surprising conversations with friends and colleagues, formed a personal mini-canon of historical sci-art figures in my head, and developed a little arsenal of tools, papers, and methods to proceed in the future. In my work as a local data scientist, I hope to bring art into the fold in several upcoming events, especially since recent work has supported the power of artistic methods to increase comprehension and engagement when visualizing data.
There are some other exciting developments on the horizon related to science in my life that I can’t talk about right now, but I’m looking forward to sustaining my participation in the SciArt community and collaborating in the future with Kent.
Happy Holidays Everyone. So here we are. Our last blog posts. So, what do we talk
about today? Well, I wanted to say a few words about how this all developed. I hope
future residents can learn from our experiences.
So how did it all start? Well, with a conversation. I recall in our first video chat we just
took time talking about our backgrounds. That was important. I imagine she needed to
know where I was coming from and I needed to understand Jenn and her background
seeing it was so different from mine. I made it a point to listen because I never want to
devolve into a situation where I am “mansplaining” things to my team member. The
more I listened, the more I was taken by her perspectives of science, art, and education.
It turned out; we were aligned with many perspectives.
We both committed to helping underrepresented populations in the field of STEAM.
This opened a wonderful discussion on our backgrounds and how it led us to where we
are today respectively.
During our discussions, I mentioned my philosophy on physics, education, and
perceptions. Not only of the subject but also of one’s self-concept as participants in the
field of physics. This does not mean students had to have a desire of becoming
physicists. I was more talking about a student’s perception of themselves in a physics
class. Simply put, if a student does not think they are smart enough to solve physics
problems, they will more than likely facilitate their expectations. Through literature
review and personal experience, I have found that I must impact a students perception
of themselves in the physics classroom before I can help them learn how to solve physics
problems. Notice I did not say solve physics problems, but more so learn how to solve
physics problems. I how many times have I heard students say, you’re just smart. They
never considered that physics professors are engaging in a strategy to solve problems.
Let me fast forward to our artifact. As mentioned before, we will produce two lectures.
These lectures will focus on the pointillism theoretical construct. We will give
information that represents dots. Each piece of information might seemingly be
independent of another until you step back as see that all this information makes a total
picture. We will then break down how we did it in the two lectures.
This week was a flurry of activity, as Kent and I worked independently on our respective video sections. I’m excited to see how our project comes together. For me, the biggest issue was in determining the scope - since soils are so heterogeneous, it’s easy to go down some rabbit holes (no pun intended). I’m concentrating on a topic I explored during my master’s thesis, which involved studying soils at multiple scales to determine the role of small-scale processes in controlling field-scale behavior.
Meanwhile, I had some significant difficulties come up in my personal life. With that in mind, I put a lot into self-care to get my mind and body in a good place. Although I care very much about this residency, being part of academia has taught me that it’s too easy to sacrifice self for work, and it’s taken a while to find the tools to reverse that pattern.
I’ve been thinking a lot recently about the ways in which we publicly engage in science and creativity, spurred by a visit to Generator, a local makerspace in Burlington. More than a place where people put things together (while also exactly that), the space is fostering community around ideas and projects that involve close collaboration and skillsharing. Going forward, I’m interested in exploring how ideas evolve within a collaborative partnership, while remaining grounded in the fruition of those ideas.
I look forward to checking in at the official end of the residency to share more about our efforts, and the results of our collaboration.
As we come to the end of this Fellowship, I thought I would offer some insight on how I am producing my portion of the video explaining out pointillism project. I will be filming a small lecture in my Physics Laboratory most likely. I have asked a colleague in the Art Department to do the recording. Professor Rogers and I have collaborated on many projects. This is the first point I wanted to suggest.
Interdepartmental collaborations can be a rarity outside of the sciences, depending on the campus you are on. What I mean to say is, you may see Physics collaborating with Chemistry or Chemistry collaborating with Biology. However, it is rare to see a collaboration of say Physics with the Art Department. To be honest, it was my collaboration with the Art Department that led me to the SciArt Program.
To start with a substantive collaboration with science and art, you don’t need to have some structured meeting between departments. That seldom works on a department level. Unless all parties have buy-in from the jump, I doubt one would get much mileage out of such an initiative. I feel the best way to go about it is just going to lunch or hanging out after work and engage in casual conversation. Many of my best collaborations with the Art Department came from having lunch with my colleagues. You just start talking, and it turns into a brainstorming session.
In my time knowing Professor Rogers, he has filmed several of my lectures, filmed a
documentary on our Rocket team,
https://www.amazon.com/Rocket-Dogs- Limits-Roderic- Putnan/dp/B01MQFN0GS
Filmed a Youtube Science Show,
Filmed STEM music videos,
and Physics tutorials,
This is only to name a few of our collaborations. That being said, I encourage you to get out of your comfortable spaces if you are scientists and grab lunch with your art colleagues. You never know of the innovative things you might dream up!
Hello everyone. I struggled with what to write about this week. We are in finals, so that was consuming my time along with a NASA Preliminary Design Review (PDR) that our rocket team had to pull together. That being said, I am excited to be in the final stages of our project. To be more accurate, I am looking forward to having something tangible to share with everyone. My teammate and I have explained how we intend to produce a video utilizing our pointillism perspective as it pertains to education.
So we have an outline of how this will go. I will present a given physics topic offering bits of information, then at the end, tie them all together to make the “big picture.” My partner will do a video doing the opposite. She will present the big picture and then break it down to the “dots.” While one person offers one way of instruction, the other will break the process down. I think this will be very cool.
I really am glad I participated in this project. It has been a bright spot to a semester that has had many stressing events going on in the peripheral. Three Hurricanes, Puerto Rico still having major areas without power, California Fires, you name it. I truly hope our submission will inspire a new way of thinking in curriculum and instruction. Maybe it will inspire an even bigger idea. More to come soon. Sorry, I have made this entry short. We have grade submissions today! Looking forward to a warm and wonderful Holiday Season.
As Kent and I work on our outreach video, we have discussed various technologies we will use to record and compile it. This reminded me that it may be useful for me to talk about a few of the technologies I used in academia, some I use professionally, and those I use when working with sound and maps at home.
My revelation regarding principles of software choice began when working with my advisor in graduate school. He is a champion of free and open source (FOSS) software, especially in the academic sector, for various reasons. First, I would guess that many scientists in my field and others are familiar with an ancient beige monster lurking in the corner of the lab – perhaps it only accepts CDs and has an incompatible USB port – that has remained unconnected to the Internet for years to avoid reckoning with license expiration. With free and open source technology, this limitation vanishes. Other limitations abound, with some software lacking the breadth of commercial versions, or tech support. But within academic communities at publicly funded research institutions, at least, there are distinct advantages to going FOSS. Students gain from improved access and compatibility. With graduation looming, they can keep the technical skills they gained in school current without fear of losing access to important software. Furthermore, public funding can be used to support research directly, rather than going toward costly licensing fees.
After graduate school, my tech preferences were reshaped again, resulting from the explosion of coding in the fields of data science and geography, but that’s another story.
So, here’s my toolbox.
Websites/version control: GitHub is awesome. It’s relevant to anything that undergoes editing, especially by multiple sources; gone is the need for piles of drafts cluttering your hard drive. If anything, use it because we all have documents titled “draft-5.6_finalfinal”. It also allows you to host websites. In that vein, I’ve found CSS and HTML useful, which I used to retrofit a Bootstrap website template to fit my needs.
Figures: In graduate school, I used a bit of Illustrator and GraphPad, and now rely on G*MP (renaming campaign? edited for ablest slur – let me know if you know of a better platform!) and R / Python.
Instrumentation-specific software: I don’t wish to repeat experiences struggling with excruciatingly slow software installed on machines attached to scientific instrumentation, but couldn’t avoid it when using ion chromatography and working with ICP-OES and handheld XRF. I gradually found replacements in other areas of the lab when I could. For x-ray diffraction, I used Match! and the Crystallographic Open Database. Micro-XRF and micro-XRD were two analytical techniques I gained experience with at a national lab and were supported by custom applications developed by the engineers working there (the ultimate luxury). I have a little WheeStat from Public Lab that I haven’t had time to experiment with yet, but it has some cool basic free and open software attached.
Sound: SuperCollider and Audacity are the bees knees. I’m looking forward to trying out web-based sound platforms.
The collaboration is getting to the point that we have some tangible results. My teammate, Jenn, and I are going to make a video that utilizes our pointillism perspective for instruction. Jenn sent me an outline of how our video should flow. It is amazing that she and I are so like-minded in our perspectives. We come from different disciplines. However, our take on art principles and science overlap and are in lock and step. That has contributed to making this SciArt experience a joy.
Today I had another experience of affirmation. I was lecturing about fluids and pressure to the students. I paused and asked a question that required that they understood something I talked about in a previous lecture some time ago. One of my students to my surprise answered the question before I even finished stating it. She then expelled, “I get it!” I am finally connecting the dots!” She was referencing my analogy about Physics and Pointillism. I was so excited because this makes the second time one of my students referenced my analogy of understanding concepts presented in class and making connections to them across several chapters from a pointillism perspective.
That being said, our outline for our video is taking shape. It will be good to have a product that I can see, even in its raw form. I imagine it becomes real at that point. I wanted to get something positive out of this experience. As mentioned before, I think my partner and I are on to something special and unique. More to come soon. Hopefully, we will change some perspectives on instruction. As always, I ask, what do you see?
This week I was inspired by a Twitter thread and a bus interaction to visualize the powerful algorithms that lie at the root of most fiberwork through sound. While commuting home, I noticed the knitter next to me forming a beautiful purple-blue tube out of alternating stockinette and garter spirals. She gave me the pattern: cast on 63 stitches, then knit 8, purl 8, knit 8, purl 8, bind off eventually, and you are left with a beautiful cowl. It’s not very complicated. But vertically, it looks intimidating to the casual knitter - with each row, the 63-stitch pattern shifts over by one, giving a spiraling effect. In combinatorial mathematics, this is known as a circular shift.
I used Python, a code language in which I still identify as a beginner, to create my matrix and apply a circular shift to each row (I started out with 20 rows - I wasn’t sure how long I wanted my mathematical cowl to be). Knowing that I would eventually turn the pattern into sound, I used frequency values as the numbers in the array (“stitches”), with A440 representing knit stitches and B representing purl stitches, and alternated stitches with zero values to allow the sound representation to achieve a texture of repeating notes (otherwise, it would have sounded as a single tone).
The basic circular shift matrix looked like this - it’s turned on its side, here, for reasons explained below:
Once I created the basic algorithm for shifting each row of the pattern, I needed to turn it on its side. There are many ways to turn numbers into a sound pattern, but my favorite for tabular data has recently been Melosynth, a python module available through Github. Melosynth performs one basic function: given a two-column .csv with time stamps (in seconds) and corresponding frequency values (in Hz), it outputs a simple sine wave. So, I needed to turn rows in my array into individual columns, convert them into audio, and layer them together in post-processing.
First, though, I had to perform a crucial transformation to the data to meet an artistic goal. One way of coding a knitting pattern from its source algorithm would be to construct the basic function and allow the computer to generate the final product. But this method removes the human creator, and eventual listeners, from the act of creating. The craft of hand-knitting represents so much more than the item generated. It evokes time, labor, and love (and for some of us, blood, sweat, tears, and tiny cat hairs). I wanted to bring listeners into this experience. So, I took a generative approach to the data - “knitting” the first row, stitch by stitch, alone, then adding the second row on top, and moving row by row to immerse listeners in the act of knitting a circular shift pattern, like so (visualize this as circular, and iterative, with the first row not repeating but acting as a base for the next):
To do this, I added null values to the beginning of each matrix row (n+1)*63 (the number of stitches in each row). Then I rotated the matrix, took each column and gave it time increments, and exported them to wav using Melosynth, after which I compiled the rows using Audacity. Have a listen!
So, this might seem off topic, but I ask you to bear with me. So, this past weekend, I attended the National Society of Black Physicists Conference. (Yes, there is enough of us to have a conference) This conference was a convening of professional, graduate students, and undergraduate students in physics. There were about 210 or so of us in attendance. That sounds like a good number. However, one must remember African-American Physicist on makeup roughly 1.3% of all the Physicists in the country. Hence, one realizes that number is very small. Most physicists engage in physics from a research perspective. Students are reared to become researchers. Few if any are guided towards the high school classroom. Don’t quote me on this, but I think I heard someone cite that only 30% of the physics teachers in the country actually have degrees in physics. Now consider how many of them might be are teachers of color. As one could imagine, that number is small.
So many times, you have heard me speak of “perspectives” in art and science. I remember when I was a grad student, a woman asked me about a treble clef pin I was wearing on my jacket. She asked, “Are you a musician?” I responded, “Not by trade. I am becoming a physicist.” She looked amazed. She responded by saying, “A physicist? Well good for you!” However, I could not help but feel like the tone of her voice was patronizing. I wanted to respond to her, “Gee, thanks. Could I have a cook now?” That experience was forever burned in my memory. As I got older and more into my profession, I could not help but think, should that woman’s response had been that much of a surprise? I mean, after all, what are the chanced she would have met a black physics teacher much less an up and coming black physics professor. I imagine she meant well. However, her perspective made it clear that meeting such an individual was rare, to say the least.
Today, I have committed my career to making math intensive curriculum more accessible to underrepresented populations. I find at the root of that effort is changing people’s perspective. I try to change people’s perspective of what physics and what it means to be a physicist. I try to change people’s perspective what math is, and try to stop people from being afraid of it. I guess you could say I am trying to help people see the face and the vase. I am trying to change perspectives.
I think the STEAM initiative is the way to go to achieve this perspective change. Music, art, and science all have their roots embedded in math, trigonometry, and math. The work continues to change perspectives. And so the work of SciArt continues…………………
Through my work as a data tinkerer, I’ve learned to interpret data as beautiful, or imperfect, or disturbing, applying aesthetic criteria we use in evaluating art to numbers and patterns.
When I expect to see an interpretable visual pattern and instead receives a jumbled mess of pixels or words, my ability to evaluate the meaning of the visual pattern is interrupted. One possible response: “the machine made a mistake.” Another response: “did the computer just create art for me?”
With the Internet of Things seeping into our public and private lives, the unexpected banality of machine failure serves as a jarring critique of technological elitism while mocking the idea that Wifi-enabled toasters represent an improvement over their predecessors (then again, there are real consequences to this hyper-connectivity). In a way, the transformation of a sleek, phone-synced gadget into an inert brick creates a kind of public art:
With the rise of glitch art and symbiotic artistic relationships between people and machines, space has been created to allow for visual or audio expression that is ruled by algorithms as much as by aesthetics. I have been fascinated by the colorful block-art of my hapless printer, who apparently designed an audio
And equally captivated by the results of my computer-assisted travails exporting historic imagery from a wide array of formats and bit depths using different geospatial GUIs:
Top left: Output resulting from accidentally exporting an 8-bit image to 24-bit image. Top right: Output resulting from a GUI sewing a default spatial projection into an image without a coordinate reference system, visualized through another program. Bottom: Attempt by a computer program to stretch a single unprojected 1:24,000 panchromatic image across the entire visual extent of a UTM zone.
This week but I invite you to, in an act of mindfulness, experience the failure of technology in your life as an act of hilarity, or artistic transformation, or spiritual mystery, or contemplation.
So, to practice what I preach I utilized my “perspectives” philosophy with parents and students at the McKissack Middles School STEAM science night. The school had a whole series of activities and demonstrations to kick off their new Science, Technology, Engineering, Arts, and Mathematics (STEAM) initiative in their school. The event was to inform parents and get them on board with the new initiative. I had the honor of being asked to kick off the night with an opening presentation to parents, students, and faculty.
The interesting thing about STEAM is not everybody gets it. I am not sure who is more resistant. I’ve met scientists that feel STEAM is not very substantive and do not have a clue of what activity they could come up with that utilized STEAM in a serious and provocative way. I have met those from the humanities that feel scientists look down on their discipline and hence have a resentment and/or fear of many things science related. I have also met those who simply don’t have a full grasp of the arts nor the sciences. They might have a desire to understand, but may have been so far removed from such dealings, they are reluctant or apprehensive in embracing the concepts.
As mentioned in my previous posts, I find educators to be perception changers. Every time a person learns something new about the world they live in; it modifies their perception in some way. It might reinforce their views or cause them to modify their beliefs in some way. That said, my goal was to change some perceptions that evening. Maybe the change would be about science, about the arts, or maybe even a change in someone’s perception about themselves.
I utilized several pictures of double images. I would simply ask, “what do you see?” Some would see both images, but man could not. If they could not see both images, I would provide them with a bit more information. Many, but not all would eventually see both images. I also pointed out how, once you could see both images, you could not unsee them. I related that to my youth. I told them about when I was younger I thought I was not smart enough to do math. I explained how that was a learned response to math. I had to see they I was intelligent. I had to see that I could do math. Once, I saw it; I could never unsee it. I then went on to explain TEAM and its benefits in education.
After my talk, the principal closed and cited a few points from my talk. I took that as a huge compliment. I am glad I was able to set the occasion. So in closing, I will ask, what do you see?
Kent and I started planning a video synthesis of some of the topics we have discussed to date. We’re looking at the metaphor of pointillism as it relates to our own work in the sciences. With the direction we’re going, I figure it’s a good week to talk about #scicomm. I can think of a couple powerful reasons to champion the benefits of effective scientific communication right off the bat.
How do we broaden the reach of scientific literacy to empower people with the knowledge they need to make informed decisions and learn about local scientific developments? Music, art and storytelling can be powerful communication tools, bringing people into the fold and erasing barriers to scientific literacy. If you’re lucky enough to have a wide platform or some serious #scicomm skills, blogging or writing for national publications is an incredible way to engage a broader audience. Within my current field, I love story maps for their visual impact and narrative style. Regardless of your method, science communication can deepen interest in your field, expose important interdisciplinary connections, and generate conversations that reach way beyond the scientific community.
Let’s not forget the importance of social media! There’s always a lot happening on rocur accounts (rocur stands for rotation curation, and represents a twitter account that tweets from a rotating cast of twitter users) such as @iamscicomm and @geoscitweeps. I’ve learned so much by following experts in other fields, including snake biologists and physicists.
Last month, I looked at some rocks at the Bixby Memorial Library in Vergennes. Rock collections reflect the motivations of the collectors, first and foremost. Qualities within the collected stones speak to the collector’s position on what gives a rock its worth. The rarity of the mineral, complexity of the represented geological process, or preservation of an intricate structure all participate in the appraisal process of the “serious” rock collector.
There also exist collectors who notice rocks for more transparently aesthetic reasons. My first introduction to rock collecting as a child regarded the collection of “friendship rocks” – a smooth (cherty?) rock, I remember an adult explaining, that fit perfectly in your hand between the thumb and index finger. Kid rock collectors tend to remove expectations of deep geological meaning and focus on color and form as junior pebble aesthetes. In Vermont, glittery micas embedded in schists and phyllite catch the eye of wanderers in the Green Mountains; in St. Louis, flecks of quartz embedded in sidewalk concrete perform the same function for city dwellers. People tend to associate beauty with geology according to assumptions made about what is more natural and interesting – a jumble of rocks of disparate origin shoring up a highway overpass doesn’t tend to captivate rock hounds in the same way as a fossiliferous limestone outcrop to which has been ascribed 450 million years of deep history.
In certain ways, these aesthetic priorities reflect our unwillingness to acknowledge our role as humans in shaping geological processes in the present. As the movers and shakers of the Anthropocene, we’ve been messing with the surface of the earth for thousands of years. To find concrete beautiful, even terribly, is to begin to reckon with this legacy.
Or, they just reflect what we like. My rocks at home include pieces of smoothed glass and unremarkable sandstone. I have a piece of wollastonite that started rapidly weathering when I nested it in a houseplant and can’t bear to release it because it represents a memory.
Sifting through the library rock collection, it’s apparent that local rock hounds are captivated by the stories hidden in the earth below. Jumbles of clay concretions, ugly shards of limestone, ammonites, and perfectly polished marble slabs coalesce to form a local narrative. The beauty, monotony, fascination and silliness of rock appreciation persists
I had a profound experience this week. So, as you know I have been speaking about looking at teaching STEM subject matter from a perspective of pointillism. To reiterate and example, think of teaching physics, were each concept is a dot. As in pointillism, a collection of dots form shapes. As one takes in more shapes and image starts to appear. Well, each concept taught is a dot. The question is can the students take in the collection of dots to make connections such that they see at the end of the semester, the picture is in fact, Physics I.
Well in class we were talking about conservation of energy. When we solved the equation for final velocity, I paused and showed them how you could get the same equation from one of the Kinematic Equations. They were so surprised; this was when I thought it would be a great time to introduce the pointillism concept. So I explained to them they need to look at each thing we learn as a dot in a pointillism picture. Each chapter teaches something that builds upon the previous chapter. In other words, you should be trying to see the “big picture.” It is not uncommon for a physics problem in one chapter, utilizing a concept taught in a previous chapter. If one looks at a problem on only considers the points made in the current chapter, it should be no surprise when a student gets stuck. They are trying to explore how the current chapter’s equations (concepts), applies to this problem. All the while, the problem relies on concepts from previous chapters, that must be used before you get to the part where you utilize the current chapter’s concepts.
When you look at physics like you look at physics as you would look at “A Sunday on the La Grande Jatte", by Seurat, you would see other concepts when you are looking at a given problem. Then, a solution may not seem so elusive.
As I gave this analogy, I demonstrated my point by drawing a bird on the board using pointillism. As I made dots for the upper beak, I said, “these are the dots talking about the position.” Then I made a collection of dots for the lower beak, “These are the dots for kinematics,” and so on, and so on. Eventually, I had an entire picture of a bird. I was going for a dove; they said it was more a duck/penguin. Oh well, they got the point.
To my surprise, a student came for tutoring and referenced my analogy when she was trying to solve the problem. That was very validating that we may be on to something here!
So this is an exciting time in Physics and Astronomy. You may have heard that astronomers observed the collision of two neutron stars earlier this month. This discovery resulted in three Physicists winning the Nobel Prize in Physics. Well, “What is the big deal?” you might be asking. Let me say; it would be a legitimate question. I mean, how many people walking down the street know what a neutron star it? How many know where they come from? They might have heard of it, but not have known what they were about? Now that I think about it, what could this possibly have to do with Science-Art? Well, if we look at me and my partner’s previous blog posts, we talked about pointillism as a perspective of teaching and learning. As mentioned before, a given subject, say a neutron star collision, could be considered a painting done in the style of pointillism. An image created by thousands of little “dots.” These “dots” are sub-categories of the larger topic. They might seem unrelated if I was talking to you about them separately or in some random discussion. However, without seeing these dots, one could not see a “big picture.” One could not see the painting without collectively seeing the “dots.” How could we talk about gravitational waves resulting from the collision of two neutron stars, if we don’t understand what neutron stars are?
All that being said, I now think I know the topic for my portion of the video my partner and I are going to produce. I think I will present the collision of the two neutron stars using the pointillism theoretical framework.
I am not feeling too verbose this week. There is a lot going on at the University and in my classes. Our University Rocket Team’s proposal got accepted by NASA for their University Student Launch Initiative (USLI) rocket competition. I am the faculty advisor of the team, so it has been crazy busy.
That being said, as you may recall I spoke to you about the double images. Can you see the face and the vase? I am reminded of this now. When I was younger, I never thought I would be doing the things I am doing now. I did not believe I was smart enough. I only say the Vase in myself. It was not until I was in college and I had faculty who pulled out of me my true potential that I saw my true potential. However, once I saw it, I could never un-see it. So even when I speak to you about neutron stars and the rocket team, I get excited because I remember a day when I did not feel I could do the things I do now.
What do you see?
Can artistic creativity help us learn science? The foundational science that we learn in school (memorizing facts, solving equations, and writing lab reports) tends to avoid exercising our imagination. In practice, though, creativity is a powerful engine of scientific discovery and achievement. Narratives of discovery from every scientific discipline are rich in “aha!” moments and dramatic breakthroughs (though maybe a little over-sensationalized) stemming from creative and imaginative research.
In college, I took a geomorphology course in which success was particularly dependent upon memorization (not my strong suit). Late at night, as I felt myself drowning in names on erosional features, glacial landforms, and cosmogenic radionuclides, I realized notecards weren’t working for me, and in an act of late-night desperation, dug out my watercolors to help with my study guide. In retrospect, I was trying to inject the creative part of myself into the act of learning to engage in the act of creation to bind myself to the knowledge I was trying to absorb. The result was the four-page study guide below.
I can’t remember my grade on the test, but I do remember how uniquely engaged and meditative I felt during the process of acquiring and transforming the material. I wonder how integrating creativity into (rote and less rote) aspects of science might affect scientific inquiry at higher orders.
Just today I thought I would discuss what I’ve been thinking about regarding our project. As mentioned before, my partner and I were discussing using the perspective of pointillism on certain science subjects. So I thought I would give an example. Let’s say I was going to talk about how start works. It would not be unheard of to talk about stars from the view of the entire picture. Meaning, that you would talk about the star itself. However, I’m going to make this discussion starting from the inside out. In other words, I’m going to talk about the dots.
The most abundant material in the Universe is Hydrogen. It is from this hydrogen that stars are born. Newton’s laws suggest all matter is attracted to one another. So, imagine two hydrogen atoms sticking together. Well, their mass would be greater than a single atom, so the cluster of two collects another nearby hydrogen atom. Now you have three hydrogen atoms which can attract a 4th, and so on and so on. Now you have a collection of hydrogen atoms attracting more hydrogen through gravitation.
As this process continues, the hydrogen gets hot. The gravity pulling all the hydrogen to the center of the mass of gas causes the gas to get hotter. The more hydrogen that is collected, the hotter it gets at the center because of the pressure pushing in by the gas being pull towards its center. At some point, there is so much pressure that the hydrogen fuses with another hydrogen to make helium. This process causes the release of a great deal of energy in the form of heat.
Notice, in this discussion I did not talk about the “Star” so much as I talked about its primary component, hydrogen. Another “dot” I discussed was gravity. The next “dot” was how gravity pulls the hydrogen together, and so on, and so on, and so on. All of these dots build until you get the larger picture, a Star.
This was just a bit of a working example of how a lesson could be put together from the perspective of starting with the details, then linking them together to form the larger picture. Just as in pointillism. A person might no know what these “dots” make up until they take a step back and see the larger picture.
This week, I want to tackle a concept that has felt particularly real since I finished my graduate degree and started working outside of academia. With science occasionally feeling like a mixture between a high-paced race and an exclusive club, I find myself struggling to identify as a scientist. I am experiencing the dreaded impostor syndrome. I would imagine that other scientist-musicians who lead double lives have experienced this at some point, and perhaps even all scientists, but it is most deeply felt by scientists of color, women scientists, and LGBTQ scientists. Part of this might stem from internalizing ideas that the bar to succeed in science is set impossibly high. To break this down, I’ve been cultivating science in my personal life. Identifying bugs. Studying chemical reactions in food. Exploring the geology of pavement and buildings. I learn so much from the questions asked by people in my community (who would never consider themselves scientists) posed about where they live, what they eat, what is living around them. But there are other reasons that many don’t identify as scientists.
The issue of impostor syndrome tends to most strongly affect those that society sees as bad at math, stereotypes that arose from pseudoscientific ideas involving race and gender that, unfortunately, still bubble up today, despite being consistently debunked (I don’t want to give Ch*rles M*rray any more attention than he already has, so no link here). For hundreds of years in the West, science was primarily accessible to white men, and their biases, inherited from and in tandem with systems of colonialism and white supremacy, continue to affect science as it is taught and practiced in the West today. However, Western science was and continues to be firmly challenged and improved by many incredible scientists, particularly scientists of color and women scientists of the moment, who are gaining recognition for their excellence at the same time as the historical scientific and artistic canons are teased apart to reveal glaring omissions and retellings (see: complex fractals having been used in African communities for hundreds of years, despite supposed discovery by Western mathematicians in 1877). Horrible missteps continue to occur (see: Nature editorial from last month that defended a statue honoring a man who tortured women in the name of science). With these predicaments facing Western science today, acknowledging bias within scientific questions and ideas is essential for achieving a more egalitarian scientific community. It can also break down assumptions that distort our study of the world, as shown within this earth-rattling Twitter thread by Katherine Crocker. Most importantly, acknowledging and confronting bias within ourselves can help to broaden our ability to connect with others. In the classroom, this is especially important, where early encouragement can make the difference in whether a young learner feels confident or alienated by math. Once we start to tear down barriers to science, we might truly look forward to a scientific community that has no impostors of the imaginary variety.